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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Yamato of Digimon

Do you remember when we were kids, we all imitated characters. I took the shoes of Yamato or Matt of Digimon. He had that appeal to me as a kid. He was the rebel yet still pursued the greater good for all with friendship as his main virtue. I can remember it clearly that the only way to realize the power of the crest of Friendship was when the virtue was fully exhibited in the bearer. I remember when his was realized; he felt so helpless that he could not help his friends. He only thought of his friends and saving them. And with that, his digimon was able to evolve. That is why I wanted to learn how to play the harmonica because Matt could and plays it during his softest times. 


Maybe, I imitated him because I envy him. I envied him because he has the virtue of Friendship and I don't. He could be the filling in to my frustrations, perhaps. Since elementary, I only had a handful of friends. I actually do not know if they were really my friends. Up to the present, I share the same dilemma with my 6-year old me. I've always wondered why. I could be imitating more people and treat it as myself; therefore, I lose myself. I tried to imitate no one and try to live it up. Still, no luck. The best people, I believe are those who has personality, whether strong or not, as long as they have a good grip on it. Do I have one? Do I have my own scent?, as the movie Perfume puts it.


Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam. Sana'y mahanap ko yung isang tao na magiging ka-akbay ko buong buhay. Naghihintay at Naghahanap ako para sa iyo.  

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